My Brothers Stabbed Me Ten Times
Thanks for the wonderful website and your work that helped me open my eyes. It took me two years and a lot of courage to open my eyes and see how fecal a religion Islam is. Although I have been reading your website since the last two years which is approximately the same time since I left Islam, I decided to write just now while I was chatting with a friend who is also an apostate from Islam.
I was born and brought in a Sunni family coming from the Waziristan region in Pakistan. Incidentally I am from the same tribe as Hakimullah and Baituallah Mehsud, which is a matter of great shame for me.
My problems started about four years back when I learned something that no child would like to know about her father. My father, even after spending almost a lifetime in the West was an especially good Muslim for all these years. In fact it was only four years back that I came to know that he has two more wives and ten kids who are still living in Pakistan.
Everything that I knew about life lay shattered right in front of my eyes when I got to know this and my whole life looked meaningless. When I confronted my father he simply shrugged his shoulders and told me that as a Muslim he didn’t require to tell me or any other woman anything about his personal life. What he meant by any other woman was my mother.
I wanted to report this man, but for the love of my mother who asked me not to do so. It was after this incident that I started reading the Qur’an and hadith to see that if what my father was telling me is really true and to my shock and surprise i discovered more than I had actually asked for.
Everything that I knew about life, death, family religion till that point made no more sense to anymore and slowly I began to realize by continuous reading that all religions are fake. However, my beef remains mostly with Islam for the kind of vile message that it preaches.
As a woman and a firm believer in equal rights for all, I stand in this fight against the injustice and tyranny of Islam. I want to let you know, Ali, that you are not alone in this fight against this evil, maniacal, seventh century superstition. We your fellow apostates stand with you in this war (yes it is a war for me) to relieve mankind of this evil philosophy that threatens our very existence and I am sure that we will win this war.
Thanks for your time again.
All the best to
I know I am not alone. We are millions and growing. Islam is finished. It was a lie. No lie can stand the truth just as no darkness can stand the light.
However, remember that your father, just as your step sisters and step brothers and their mothers are all victims of this evil cult. Your father is not a bad man. He is a Muslim. He follows what he believes to be the right thing. There lies the problem. When sane people follow an insane man they act insanely. Those who strap bombs to their bodies and blow themselves up to kill others also think they are doing the right thing. They too are victims of this lie.
Yes we need to join hands and eradicate this evil religion from the face of the earth. Victory is ours because truth is on our side.
Is it okay if I publish your story? Do you want me to alter your name?
Thank you for your Email. Please go ahead and publish my story, by all means.
Let me tell you something that I omitted in my previous email. This happened about two years back when I told my family that I have left Islam. I shifted base and went on to live on my own after that. Exactly one month after that I was getting ready to leave to Malaysia to meet my boyfriend that my brothers attacked me, stabbed me ten times in my abdomen and back.
Thanks to my neigbours, who took me to the hospital, I survived the attack and it took me almost one year to recover from the attack. My brothers have fled the country ever since and are in Pakistan right now. I am fighting this case along with a friend of mine and I am not giving this up as long as I live.
Feel free to publish my name, but please do not publish my last name. Even though I hate my father for what he did to me and to my mother, I don’t want him to be ostracized as my name becoming public would eventually lead to that.
Take care and Keep on fighting the good fight!