Confessions
of a Former
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B.G.M.
BGM lived in the countryside
and attended college. She suffered from the recurrent problem of ruthless
parents. She was very delicate, small, frail and very naïve. She used to
commute daily to and from her college in a microbus and usually sat at the
front seat next to the driver. I saw her and was mesmerized by her
delicate, baby-like features. I inquired about her from the driver whose
name was Ali Al Sawy and he informed me that she was a college student and
always rode with him to college. Ali was a secular Muslim, but I managed
to turn him into a religious one. I talked to him about our jihad against
Christians convinced him to take part in this jihad against infidels. I
used a plan, which was very common then and is still widely used. I bought
some Christian booklets and pictures and told Ali to pretend that he was a
Christian. Every time the girl rode with him, he would give her a
booklet or a picture as she got off his bus.
This helped the girl to become
acquainted with Ali, who told her that his name was Simone. They became
friends. Ali waited for her daily and drove her back to the village. He
would take her wherever she wanted to go. Then they started going out
together for walks in the public park. Ali played Christian audio tapes
when BGM was alone with him in the car. As their friendship grew, BGM
started to pour out her heart to him about the harshness of her father.
Ali and BGM continued to meet like
this for seven months, until she was ready for the next step. Then he
asked her to run away to one of the monasteries where they could then get
married and she said yes. I asked him to drive her home at a time
when nobody was there so that she could pack all her things – she was so
naïve that she even took her Bible with her – and we went to the house
of a Muslim family where she received our surprise. We told her that it
was impossible for her to go back home because by now her family would
have discovered that she eloped and if her father saw her he would kill
her. We told her that there was no way out of this and that she had to
wear a hijab and take on the Muslim name Zeinab.
She cried and begged us not to force
her to do this, but we did not listen to her pleas and told her if she
wished to go back home she could, but we would not be responsible if her
father killed her.
She was frightened. She cried,
screamed, and appeared to be in shock. It was not a problem for us,
as the drugs we used on girls such situations, would always pacify them.
BGM said she did not want to go back
home, as she was scared she would be killed. We kept her in an apartment
for about a month. At that time, she sat with Sheikh Ibrahim, Mrs.
Hana and Mrs. Lamia. For three hours a day, they lectured her on Islam and
told her negative things about Christianity.
When it came time to take her to the
Security Division Headquarters, she was mentally prepared to deny her
Christian faith and refuse seeing her father. She met with a priest who
talked to her for one and a half hours, but all she would say was “May
God lead you to the right path as he did me.” She kept repeating
this until the priest told her that he was willing to listen to her if she
could convince him about Islam. But she would not say anything more.
BGM married Ali El Sawy and lived
with him in misery as he was a sadistic pervert who beat her used her
private parts to smother his cigarettes. She was depressed and in tears,
which provoked him to torture her more. He had already received his
financial reward for her conversion, and I got my share.
After 53 days of marriage, he
divorced her. She lost her career, her dignity and her family. She went to
work in a Muslim dormitory for girls where she cleaned and cooked in
exchange for a place to live. She was there for four months, when she got
married and divorced again. She had been homeless for over a year. She
eventually returned to Christianity and is now married and lives in
Sydney.
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