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 Confessions of a Former Islamist


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Part 2 

N.M.A.

NMA was originally from Cairo and went to college in the city where my family lived.  I was in my first year of college at the time, and this was my first case of proselytizing. 

She was very pretty. She had a few Muslim girl friends who told me that she was an easy catch.  They arranged for me to meet her and I practiced pretending that I was madly in love, staring at her with desire and faking a quivering voice.

When NMA and I first started talking, I asked her some questions about the Christian faith.  I realized I had to change my tactics if I was going to trap her. I started to convince her that I loved her and I worked on her until she fell for me.  Her girl friends were aware of what was happening and helped me by talking to her about my love for her.  I told her that we could marry and keep our different faiths, as Islam allows Muslims to marry the people of the book because they believe in God.  I had my way with her and she became pregnant.  

I secretly went to church with her a few times and I even bought Christian books, icons and the fellowship bread to convince her that I was an admirer of Christianity. I told her that I would have gladly converted to Christianity, but could not do it because I would be killed. I then told her that I loved her and could not live without her and if she converted to Islam, she would not be killed, as she was carrying our baby--the fruit of our love.

She was scared and did not know what to do. At that time, I asked her not to sever her relation with the church, to act as she normally would and as a camouflage go to church on Thursday for confession, on Friday for communion and again on Sunday for Mass. She followed my instructions and one day, as per my instructions, she arrived with her suitcase and gold jewelry, and we spent the night at my home in Gameat El Dewal El Arabia Street.  On Saturday morning, she had an appointment with the person in charge at El Azhar. I arranged for her escape to the city where she attended college and where I lived until she finished her studies. I then had her name changed to Fatima El Zahra Mohamed Ali El Mahdi.

The efforts of her family and of other Christians to take her back were in vain.  I made sure she was the one who adamantly refused to go back after my colleagues and I brainwashed her.  My efforts were successful as she became completely convinced that she was now worshipping the true God of Islam.

After five weeks of achieving this victory for Islam and receiving my financial reward, I decided that I did not want to keep this faithless whore as my wife. She was cheap to me and was merely an object for sensual pleasure.  How could I have a son with her who has in him the blood of those Christian infidels? I reasoned.  I ordered her to have an abortion and I used my legitimate right to beat her. I also obliged her to work for her food. I told her she had to serve her Muslim masters who put a roof over her head and she had to be grateful that I married her and saved her from her shame.

I started to think about repeating the same game again with other women, so that I could serve my life, my religion and my after-life. I believed by doing this I would serve my religion by making the infidels embrace Islam; I would serve my life by getting financial rewards; and I would serve my after life by having many acres written in my name in heaven. I would also have a house cleaner for free.  She would work for her food and when I wanted to use her for pleasure, she would be my odalisque. 

I enjoyed hurting, beating and humiliating Fatima (NMA).  I was positive she did not truly convert to Islam and that she has only surrendering to her female instincts. All this made me more inclined to take revenge on her. Fatima stayed with me for three years, seven months and twelve days until one Sunday in 1998 when I converted to Christianity. I was an atheist and avoided everyone, before becoming a Christian.  But as I continued my research, I believe Jesus Christ showed himself to me. 

I told my wife about my change of faith.  She did not believe me at first. During those three years seven months and twelve days that Fatima stayed with me, I made eight girls convert to Islam.  After I became a Christian, I sought to restore each of the nine women who converted because of me as well as those whom my father had converted. I am now praying for the rest of them and I keep getting good news about the coming back of one girl after the other.

 

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