Thanks for all you do, I am starting a new website to show
Islam’s true face,
This is its first entry, the story of how I left Islam. If you do
publish, feel free to edit some of my words spouted in anger.
My story is like the story of thousands of other converts.
I grew up somewhat rebellious, spiritually anyway, and I hated going to church
each Sunday. I was the type of person who loved learning about other people,
other cultures, and other religions. When I started studying Islam, I was
utterly fascinated. The books that were created for those interested in the
religion showed the perfection of the religion. "To kill one man is the
same as killing all of humanity" I really loved that one. (Now that I think
about it I can see the stupidity of this statement)
I got deeply involved in studying, the sites I studied from had been delicately
created by those knowing exactly what a convert hopes to find. A convert is
looking for something not disputing science generally, a peaceful religion, and
the idea of 1 God. The creators of these sites know this, and they foster
towards those on a spiritual search and naive mind. I was indeed one on a
spiritual search, I wanted to feel connected to something larger than myself,
and I wanted to be surrounded by moral people, with strong convictions against
immoral things. Islam was all of this for me. I became very involved in the
religion, and whenever I happened to stumble upon "radical" or as I
refer to them today Islamically correct sites I simply said "those are the
ones with fucked up views, every religion has them, and they're ashamed of
them." I found many Muslims on chat rooms, and we all united in the cause
stole Palestines land, the West was corrupt and evil, Jews were behind all evil
acts. Funny, how easily you can get convinced with eloquent words!
Then, one day I met Mohamed (NO, not the pedophile who started the whole cult.)
This was Mohamed from
, and he had come to the
and was living very close to me. We discussed Islam a lot, and we were both
pretty liberal, we listened to music, agreed that a woman shouldn’t be forced
to wear hijab, if a woman wants a job it's fine, and that polygamy is outdated.
I really liked that about him, so we talked every night, on voice chat, and used
the webcam (major sin in Islam by the way, to talk with non-mahrams, especially
while viewing the face) We were only friends, and he actually had a fiancée
back in Morocco, but he talked to me about how all she wanted to do was lay
around on the beach in her bikini, we both agreed she had been corrupted by
western values, and women shouldn’t show their bodies off for Men to see. So
eventually he broke things off with her and can you see the inevitable coming
here? Ah yes, we decided that we were a perfect couple to get married. So he
made a visit to me, and we affirmed that belief even more. I was moving to
another state soon, and he also decided that he would move to be with me, and
once he got himself financially secure, we would get married. Here is what was
so perfect to me, he had always wanted to go back to his country and live there
after finishing his education, but now, because he knew me, he was willing to
give up everything that he had planned to do. How romantic right? How could
anyone ever say that Muslim guys are controlling over Women. I know you see
where this is going.
Things continued to get better with Mo as I called him, we began to plan our
whole future I would work in the political field, while he worked in the
computer field....We would live in Connecticut (suburbs of course.) Really I was
so in love (first time I actually loved a guy who was not attractive by the way
hehe.) Then one night, I said something off the topic of discussing our future
plans....I said "I just can't get over these men who want more than one
wife, I mean that’s just really stupid, and demeaning towards women." I
was not just speaking of Muslims but Mormons and other primitive people who
agreed with this idea. Suddenly his faced changed from its usual happiness, into
a scornful look. He said: How could you argue with Allah’s words? I said
"well in the days of Muhammad, culture was different and so he didn’t see
anything wrong with having more than one wife, and wars left a lot of women as
widows, and they needed caregivers." Now, you see? I was rehashing the
prefabricated Islamic response to this question, mindlessly. He asked me if I
thought Islam was outdated. I replied: "Well even you agree that cutting
off people’s heads is barbaric, and that women working can be a necessity in
this society." He said: “Yes but I do not argue that it is Allah’s
will, you say Allah is wrong by saying Polygamy is wrong....and Those who don't
fully believe in all of Allah’s words are Kaffirs, and Kaffirs go to hell.”
WOW what a change, I immediately said my good night, and that I didn’t want to
talk to someone irrational like that. The next day I received a kind email,
filled with I’m sorry, forgive me, and regrets. That worked! Naively I
accepted his apologies and we continued on as before. I must add, I worried a
lot about how I was going to finance certain aspects in my very expensive
education *you will see why this is important in the next paragraph*
I really don't know where the changing point came, but I started to become a
little suspicious of some Islamic ideas as I researched more. Not befriending
Kaffirs, MURDERING, lying, WOMEN'S STATUS!!!! Wow what had I missed here? So I
talked to Mo about it, and apparently, this was his boiling point. Here is the
email I received from him.
My words are in bold in the following paragraph.
What the hell is your problem? I am willing
to give up everything for you, My country, My life, My pride...and
whenever I ask you to make one sacrifice, you get scared of it, scared of
Allah’s will (Note- The sacrifice he is mentioning is my disapproval
of being a housewife) How can you dispute what Allah has laid out so
clearly? You care only about money...Care? No thats not the word...You are
Absessed (Remember English not the first language *Obsessed* is
intended word) with Money just as badly as the Jews. Your dreams are
not of how to worship your God, and submit to his will, but how you can
make more money, and get power. When I dream, I dream of coming home to
you, after a hard day of work, and I see you cooking for me, a clean
house, and after that, we have our time in bed. When you dream, you dream
of how you get more money, how you can get your husband to buy you what
you want. That is the mind of a sick woman. (I'm the sick one?) Listen
here, Allah says the man is more powerful than the woman, and his job is
to watch over her, yet you reject all of it. Here are my demands and you
will follow them not because I demand them, but because Allah demands
them. And Allah demands submission to the husband.
You will wear hijab at all times.
You will not befriend muslim girls without
hijab, and you will absolutely not befriend Kaffirs.
When a male friend or colleague of mine
enters the house, you will go to a separete room, and stay there until he
leaves, unless you serve him food or drink.
You will not work, even if I am not able to
financially support you, you will be around Kaffirs at work, and they will
look at you lustfully and tempt you to do wrong. Women are weak, you are
weak, and you will probably end up harrased by a Kaffir.
If you leave, even with friends, tell me
where you are at all times, and whatever you buy you must show me once you
I am allowed to beat you softly, but only
under extreme circumstances, such as denying sex.
If i want to get another wife, or two or
three, it is my right, and Allah has recommended it, so if you were a good
muslim you will even help me search for a wife. However, if I do find one,
you cannot object to me wanting to be a better muslim.
I know this may sound harsh, but you know its right, even
if it takes you ten years to realize. This is my demands, meet them, or
you will not have the privalege to be my wife.
I love you
I feel so stupid in my ignorance, in my naiveté, to not see the truth.
You have laid out everything so perfectly for me. I guess seeing that I am
a Woman it is somewhat difficult to come to terms with what Islam expects
from me. Islam wants me to be a housewife, Islam wants me to submit to all
of your requests, Islam wants me to be completely veiled, except my face
and hands. How did I miss this? I really want to thank you for bringing
the truth to me, for in your email you have clearly laid out what had
previously been hidden to me.
You showed me that Islam believes that women are merely sex objects and
property, Islam was created by a Prophet who was indeed vile and a
pedophile, Islam allows you to beat me. It allows you to be a polygamist.
What does it allow me? It allows me to stay in the house, because I am
nothing but an object of sin. If Allah is most gracious, most merciful, he
wouldn’t have chosen such an ill minded prophet. If Allah is who we
worship, and whose aid we seek, count me out! I don't seek the aid of a
vengeful God, who thinks beheading people is okay, who thinks beating
women is okay, who thinks pedophilia is okay in this life, and homosexual
pedophilia is okay in the next.
My Mother always taught me to respect those whose opinions are different,
and understand that everyone has their own way of spiritual enlightenment.
She also taught me to never use foul language. Most of all; never be
angry, because you will later regret what you say. Sorry Mom I guess I
failed you tonight with what I am about to say.
Fuck you! (Wow that really does feel good.) I will not serve you, and I
will not serve a god who is the monster the qur'an speaks of. Call me a
kaffir please, I would much rather be associated with that culture, than
one that believes its okay to kill 750 Jews in one day, behead
non-believers, and escalate an old man who had sex with a 9 year old girl,
and married her at age 6. If the Jannah you speak of is full of people
like you, why would I want a destination like that? The true hell would be
living around millions of people such as you.
I will lock my doors now, change my name, and move....because for Muslims
to denounce Islam and leave their religion is punishable by death.
However, once again thank you, for showing me the light of Islam. May the
truth set you free.
Isn't it great how one person can make you see the truth? My only hope now is
that we realize how Islam is a threat to our society, and we must help other
Muslims escape. Most do not realize what their religion really teaches, and for
those that do, well, you see what they do. Look at NYC, look at
, Look at
or Beslan; that is the works of true believers. For Verily, Jihad is the duty
of all Muslim males. What we call “good” Muslims are actually hypocrites to
their religion. Those who claim peace, equality, human rights, are denouncing
their religion with those statements. Those who kill non-believers, they are the
This site will be dedicated to
proving the truth of all that I have said. It will take some hard work, but I
have it all available, and it’s worth it if it raises recognition of how Islam
truly is evil. I strongly thank Mr. Ali Sina for also uncovering the truth and
helping me read more about it, and making me firm in my decision.
Welcome back to the fold of humanity.
How lucky you are that Mo was stupid enough to show his hand before marring you
and have a child. Other Muslims are much smarter. They wait and play the nice
guy game until they know the woman is completely under their control and then
they remove the mask.
Also perhaps you should know that the
story of Mo’s girlfriend lying on the beach in bikini and that in an Islamic
country is just a pathetic lie. This controlling man could not have tolerated
the thought of a girlfriend in bikini. Also his plan of going back to his
country was another lie. Muslims kill to come out of their Islamic paradises.
you were for him the Green Card. He said all those things to win your sympathy.
Look how he used the “I gave up everything for you” to induce guilt in you.
I urge anyone who wants to marry a Muslim, especially a Muslim man to study
narcissistic personality disorder and see how the charming man she loves, whom
she thinks is different, fits that profile. The moment one becomes a Muslim, and
to the degree that he follows Muhammad, he starts showing signs of NPD
That is because all the Muslims have entered into Muhammad's narcissistic
bubble universe. They have zero conscience when it comes to the rights of
non-Muslims. The only thing admirable about this narcissist is that in a
brief moment of honesty, perhaps in rage he wrote that email and said it all.
One must read that email several times. These are not Mo's personal views. He is
stating the relationship of husband and wife in Islam.
Congratulations for not having the
privalege [sic] of becoming the battered wife of this sick man and congratulations
for starting your site to expose the evil cult of Islam. I hope you may be able
to reach other girls who date Muslim men and save them before it is too late for
them. Happy endings to these stories are rare if any. Maybe
you should go back to your church and tell your story to everyone.
encourage everyone to start a site. You can have free sites and you can just
copy paste articles from this site. The more sites there are the more google
will pick up the articles that expose Islam. Your site can be just a few
I love about Muslims converting people is that most of them leave Islam as soon
as the mask comes down and they see its ugly face. These people then join the
army of light and with dedication try to eradicate this cult of hate. So
Muslims;... go ahead;... keep converting unwary people with your lies. Soon
you'll see what you thought is the "fastest growing religion" is
actually the fastest dying insanity.